I was supposed to go to London with my family on the 23th of this month.  We already took care of the flights and the hotel...  But that's not gonna happen.   My grandmother is in the hospital again and it doesn't seem like there's any going back from that place.  I accepted that long ago...  Thank god(?!), who took care of that, I had enough time to accept that, even though I don't accept his way of taking care of that... but that's not gonna help me so I'll just hold back, I've always been good at it. 

Btw, as an anti-soap operas (especially the Israelis ones) I usually don't even know the songs of those shows. It's really hard to avoid the Israeli soap operas' songs so I heard pretty much all of them. In my opinion they're horrible just like the actual shows, but lately I got to hear the theme from "Michaela" . I actually liked it. I hope that fact doesn't ruin my high reputation of being a soap operas-hater.